the sad point is by now you should know ill always love you but never be in love again ….
so where do i begin there so much to say in such little time. words cant describe how much i miss you just to know that i wasn’t good enough for you makes me feel bad because all i’ve ever wanted to be was perfect just for you.to have looked forward to our future and a love we could of created towards eachother was so real that i thought it could of been realistic for a second. you were taken away from me so quickly and to know that i have no contact with you hurts.i just want you to better yourself be the person i know and love . the one who says i can be my self and say anything i want to you and not be judge.i went from a thing , to a lover , to a stranger in the matter of a couple of weeks. this summer has been the best summer ive had just because i met you. me and you have so much in common.we are both difficult to deal with , hard headed and all about family. i dont want to see bad things happen to you. just to know i have no contact with you hurts and the only contact i had with you just to check up that you were alive and well was taken away not from you but from others. others may not approve of us being together but who care lets say it me and you against the world baby. people wont under stand the way we bond and connect because of the reputation you have of being a “player”. is past me. i know who you are i know how you act i can tell when something wrong ,bothers you or even rubs you the wrong way.all i want for you is to better your self to make better decision not for me but for you . ive know we all as humans make mistakes not one person perfect. i want you to better yourself and prove to your mother that even though she raised you all on her own that you dont need those ones who didnt want to be around. my mom says people come in and out of your life when it either a blessing or curse. your mother is proud of you she just wants you to become something we all know you have the ability to be. dont let other bring you down .i cant help but to think about weither your okay im scared ill wake up one day and here your not alive anymore or harming yourself because you let some garbage control the way you live your life . do yourself a favor stop these bad habbits not because i ask , not for your friends but for yourself. please! all i ask is please